I AM Mystress Angelique Serpent.,
    Dominant Experiential Facilitator.

   I am a Shaktipat Master.

Kundalini awakenings happen in my playroom.

That could not happen unless these activities were very, very sacred.

In giving over their control, slaves give me their power. Trust, is a very powerful force. I use that force, combine it with my own Magic, to take us both somewhere else.

It is not usually a conscious thing on their part, but if someone submits to me totally, I can control, change and evolve their energy and spirit. I can do things with it that they could not.

   Give me your power, I will use it to empower you.

I am a lifestyle Dominant with several slaves and a thriving professional Domination business, but I found the term "Dominatrix", to be far too narrow to really describe what it is I do.
   I am a Dominant personality, but My leadership takes many forms: Guru, Teacher, Shaman, Priestess, Goddess, Matriarch. I spell Mistress with a Y because I am a Mystic.. seeker and knower of Mysteries.. on the path of enlightenment.

True growth is experiential: if you trust enough to follow where the Shaman leads, you will come to experience a place you could never find on your own, because you never even dreamt it existed. Yet, it is a place that is really inside of you. The experience is your own, but facilitated by My leadership, and your choice to follow.
   I look into someone, I see an idealized version of who they are: who they have the potential to become. If they choose to follow me, I can lead them to realizing that. The vision of their idealized self does not come from me. I see it thru the eyes of spirit, and spirit moves thru me to uncover it in them, and bring it out to shine.

My own spiritual path has taught me to see Goddess perfection in All that Is. I see people as perfect already: they seldom see themselves that way, and it is their illusions of imperfection, their insecurities and Karma that I strip away to reveal their greatness.

I compare my slave training to how Michaelangelo said he carved his statue of David. Take a nice piece of marble that looks like it might have David in it, and chip away everything that is not David, till he appears from the stone.
   I take a human whom I know has Goddess within them, and chip away everything that thinks it is not Goddess.. the limiting fears and beliefs of the ego, till they realize Goddess manifests in themselves. That is my slave training. I enslave folks, on behalf of Goddess, so that She may set them free.
   We are the Divine Children of an unconditionally loving Mother.

Most every path suggests that true knowledge of the Self as Divine, comes of a path of service and humility. This is completely true, and no where else in western society, is there room to play with rituals of submission and humility, that I find in the BDSM scene.

Choosing to Dominate other humans seemed at first, contradictory to my own ideas of humility.. I have always been a spiritual person, and at first it was difficult to reconcile My emerging sadistic dominant impulses with My spirituality. My own service is dedicated to Goddess: She has chosen for Me serve Her by leading others to serve Her also.. and given Me the talents to accomplish that. So be it. A leader is in service to the needs of those she leads.

It's not about me deciding how a slave must be trained. It's about me observing a submissive to see what kind of slave self is inside of them, and bringing about their surrender to it, so that it comes to the surface. Once the slave self is brought out, it already knows how to serve and submit... the slave self emerges from the unconscious.

Slaves will tell you, that it is when they are feeling most humbled, most selflessly in service, that is when they feel the most free.. it is transcendent. Through learning to worship and serve the Divine within another human, they are brought nearer to the truth of Self. That is the path, whether they are aware of the sacredness of sexuality, or not.. the impulse to serve comes direct from Goddess, it's expressions are manifold.

Kundalini awakening, the opening of the path of enlightenment.

When individuals choose to surrender to my dominance, they are surrendering to the power of Goddess in Me: my fully awakened Kundalini.. their choice to surrender to Goddess, awakens Goddess within them. Whether they are conscious of the dimensional ramifications of their decision or not. This is called Shaktipat. The Grace of Goddess Shakti, descending from Guru to seeker to facilitate evolution on physical, mental, emotional and spiritual levels.

When I first made the choice to become a professional Domina, I did not realize that I was already then, a Shaktipat Guru. I did not realize I had recently also become a Shaman. I had been doing informal spiritual counseling with friends and acquaintances since my Psi abilities showed up in High School. People would use the information/healing energy I was giving them to take off on a tremendous spurt of growth and change: I did not know to attribute it to Kundalini awakening within them. I simply shrugged and thought it was because I was a good witch, a healer, and knew I had been so, for many lifetimes.

Previously when I had encountered references to Enlightenment, in my wandering spiritual studies, and recognized similarities in my own experience, I had not believed it. Enlightenment? Me? No way.. the grace of humility would not allow me to accept the enormous truth about My Self. That I was born an awakened being.

Goddess is persistent: Meditating to find my professional name, the inner voice chose Angelique Serpent. I was surprised, coz it sounded like a code name for Lucifer. Bearer of Light. The inner voice said to trust, and began to teach me of the truth of the Serpent on the Tree of life, and the red apple that is the Root Chakra where Kundalini serpent power lies coiled sleeping, in most people.

Thus, at once I became a pro Dom, a Shaman, and began deeper studies of Tantra.

Patriarchy demonized the Goddess of Creation. Long before the old testament, the Serpent was the symbol of the Mother Goddess: fertility, wisdom and healing. The medical symbol, the caduceus, is a diagram of fully awakened Kundalini. Serpents coiling around the spine, unfolded into the double helix of DNA, with the halo of the open crown chakra above.
   (The "serpents" that St. Patrick drove out of Ireland were the Witches of Goddess Brigit, who proved to be very popular with the Irish, and so she became St. Brigit. Healers and midwives. St. Patrick's boast was a lament, first, I suspect. The church at that time did not allow any healing. Illness was the punishment of an angry God, and must not be interfered with. Pity those who received the "blessings" of St. Patrick. Die in pain coz God hates you. Urg.)

Throughout herstory, Goddesses have been worshipped, who are symbolically connected with serpents. The serpents of Divine wisdom, are within each of us.
   According to the fragmented scriptures of early Gnostic Christianity, Christ preached that the Holy Spirit was God the Mother, who intercedes on our behalf, to erase the Karmic Judgments of God the Father and redeem us. The descent of the Holy Spirit, is another term for Kundalini Awakening. Christ called himself to a serpent in scripture, comparing the crucifixion to Moses raising the serpent staff in the desert. Christ took away the 10 commandments, and left only a commandment to Love.
   The Wiccan Rede states "All acts of love and pleasure serve Goddess".

Kundalini is the awakening of the Goddess living within, it is also the second coming of Christ.. The Christ energy, the Buddha nature, the Goddess.. it is all the same energy, and it is alive in our hearts. The still, small voice within, that Ghandi said was "the only Tyrant he would accept" comes from the heart, not the mind.
   Goddess is a designation of convenience. We think of the Patriarchal father God above, and the Earth Mother Goddess below... but these are the same energy.. there is only One of Us.. spirit is genderless. Lady Gaia and the Green Man, are the same thing. We divide Deity into genders and archetypes, for our polarized, binary mental conceptualizations and so that is how we experience them, according to our beliefs. That is an aspect of Free Will.

Matriarchy, is a term for our thinking... a different mental conception of Deity, unconditionally loving, non-judgmental. This living presence within, is an awareness that is opened with Kundalini rising. The most powerful force in the universe, and all the wisdom of creation, is inside of every one of us.. waiting for our conscious choice to appear. Knock and the Door shall be opened.
   Like it said in "Stranger in a Strange Land"..(Robert Heinlein) Thou Art God.
   Becoming aware of the Truth of this, experientially, changes everything.

Imagine that all emotions are caused by the polarities and combinations of love and fear.. just as all the variety of our visual experiences, are the limitless combinations of White light and black shadow.. producing all of the colors and textures we see.

Love is Unity with Goddess. Fear is separation from Goddess. Every other emotion is a combination of love and fear.. jealousy, is a combination of possessive conditional love, and the fear of loss. Anger is love and fear of hurt. Awe, is love and fear of unworthiness. We are rarely in awe of ourselves, it is the enormity outside that awes us. Angels say "Fear Not", when they show up coz we're scared of them.. We fear Goddess' plans for us.

Yet, it is a cosmic truth, difficult to understand until K. provides experiential knowing, that everything that is outside of us, is inside of us.. The Universe is safe in your heart.
   In an unawakened state, one feels separate from Deity.. small and afraid. There is no evil deity provoking things, no hell except what we create. There is no evil, there are only humans acting out of fear.
   Fear of scarcity causes greed, greed causes pollution and hoarding of resources, even War.. as in the Gulf Crisis. It is the cornered rat, which attacks.. not the one sleeping safe and snug with a full belly in it's rat -hole. It is the Mother bear guarding it's cubs, that is dangerous.. not the grizzly full of honey, lying in the sun.
   The wounded caribou is hurting and afraid, and it is the smell of it's fear that brings the wolves to end it's suffering, more quickly than lingering starvation or disease would. Fear attracts harm. Belief in harm creates fear. Fear is a belief in helplessness in the face of events.
   When we Know Absolutely that We are Goddess, what is there to fear? Not even death, as we may speak with the dead, and know of their experience, just as we know of the "Tunnel of white light", from those returning from the dead, after an NDE.
   We carry our fears around within us, they are a part of the agreement we make in choosing to incarnate and have an experience of being separate from All that Is. The veil of Forgetfulness. We manifest them with our thoughts. Every thought is a prayer of manifestation. Goddess listens, and gives us what we pray for in unconditional love, without judgment. We learn to release our thoughts of fear, and focus on thoughts of trust and perfection, to pray for something better.. that's what we begin to manifest. Magic manifests in gifts of divine synchronicity.

When we use our free will to choose to surrender to Divine will, to be in Unity with Deity once more, "Knock and the Door shall be opened": we discover the awareness of Goddess presence within. The inner voice speaks, there is the electrical tingling of life energy flowing through your being, and moments of incredible mystical insight, as the Kundalini energy with it's infinite intelligence, goes to work to fulfill your prayer.
   Gradually every trace of fear that we hold comes up to be evaluated, so we may clear the blockages to the flow of life energy they produce, by choosing to love.. and unite that part of ourselves with Goddess, also. The is the process of clearing Karma to make way for enlightenment. Mental conceptions, past experiences, past life experiences, body armoring (where traumatic life events are held in tightened muscles,) cancers, limiting decisions, even inherited instinctive fears that are held genetically are released.

Getting a fuller understanding of physical symptoms of kundalini awakening, I realized that I was awakening Goddess in My clients.
   This was actually, kind of upsetting! Some of my clients did not have any conscious spiritual preparation to guide them, so when they started having visions, and feeling energy moving inside them they thought they were going crazy and sought psychiatric help. I felt responsible, tho the result had been beyond my control or expectations.

Psychiatry knows little of Kundalini, though Carl Jung wrote about it quite extensively. Stanislav Grof created the Spiritual Emergence Network, as a rescue center, after realizing of how many "mental patients", were actually experiencing spiritual crisis and transformation. Psychiatry wants to try to medicate K. symptoms away, and that is not possible. Any resistance to the path of K. unfolding, once it has started causes difficulty and discomfort. Kundalini has been called the most powerful force in the universe.. once it has been awakened, one must fully surrender to it, it is going to win anyway.

Part of my upset, came from the seeming non-consensuality of the interaction. My clients were not expecting to actually serve a Goddess, when they hired me to dominate them. How could they? They had been told that such a being does not exist. Yet, over and over I had seen my clients literally fall to their knees in amazement at having the inner Goddess of their fantasies manifest before them.
   Thru my ESP, I had been taking my cues from their own inner fem self. It controls their perceptions.

For years I had been hearing how unusually emotionally intense my sessions were, compared to what my clients had experienced with other Pro Dominas. Since, of course I have never been to a pro Domina myself, I had nothing to compare with, to understand what they meant by "intense". I figured likely they had not been to a telepathic Domina before..
   Now I understand it: Kundalini awakening intense. I had joked with my clients that they would never be the same again, after a session with me, but I had not realized how true my words were.. After awakening, nothing is ever the same.
   Nor can the experience of K. awakening really be described: it is vastness beyond the physical limitations of words to express. It must be experienced, to be understood. You cannot understand it until it happens to you, any more than you can learn to ride a bicycle, from reading about it. Much like BDSM itself.

It was natural for me to use my ESP in session, to keep on top of the situation, and read their minds to know what they could not express in words. It had been equally natural for me to accomplish certain effects by manipulating their energy field, to induce a deeper state of submission.
   My telling them that they would actually meet a Goddess, in advance, they would have simply taken to be more Pro Domina hype, such as you see in every fem-dom magazine. They would not have believed it anyways.
   This left me in a quandary: I felt that it was not fair nor consensual to be K. awakening my clients unawares.

I took last year off to meditate on the ramifications of this, and what it meant to my path, and deepened my understanding of the sacredness of sexuality and my purpose on this planet. In the end, I realized that it is not Me that makes the decision, to awaken the Serpents or not.. my energy is incredibly "contagious", but it requires their receptivity. I facilitate this experience by dominating their ego.. using BDSM play. When the ego is quiet, Goddess steps in.
For those who are already awakened, thru their surrender and submission, I can clear Karma and emotional blockages. Speed evolution and awaken new talents. The unconscious minds of my slaves, willingly take orders from me, telepathically. I am good at doing several things at once. My domination is me and your own mind, ganging up on your ego to evolve it.

I am back at work, but rather reclusive. A lot more exclusive. Trying to get a session with me is deliberately made nearly as difficult as the quest for the Holy Grail.. which it is, for the Grail lies Within, and is awakened in my presence.

I exclusively attract clients for whom submission was a spiritual experience, and scare away those for whom it is not. That way my cleints are more emotionally prepared for the magic that is attendant with My Domination. The contagious nature of my Kundalini belongs to Goddess, it is not under my control. My clients are drawn to me in response to the unconscious promptings of their own Higher Self.. in some way they have asked for awakening, perhaps wondered if there is more to life, than what they percieve. Goddess provides. I am the Teacher that appears when the Student is ready. That has always been the role of the Serpent.

I believe that Female Domination is a new/rediscovered Yoga of enlightenment, and the Mass consciousness shift that is happening is a move towards the Goddess.. Matriarchy. The engine is KA. I am here in service to that evolutionary shift.

The path of Kundalini awakening is surrendering ego into the All. via the unconscious. The unconscious of every person is the opposite gender of the body..(mostly)

Males driven by ego tend to be selfish, and women driven by fem ego tend to give themselves away too much as Martyrs. Men's bicameral single-focus minds tend to be good at getting things done, whereas women tend to think of the effects on the community in everything they do, and get stalled by opinion. (concern with appearances is a fem quality) On the surface, men tend to be aggressive, women receptive. The opposite is actually truth, but the surface is the conceptualizations of ego.

When we reverse the roles, and begin acting from the unconscious gender, surrendering ego and making it a slave of the unconscious self.. we get receptive slave men and aggressive Dom women. As ego is merged into the unconscious, by rituals of submission, we tend to create a new balance between the male-fem qualities in each person. Women's male warrior dominant energy gets tempered by their fem ego which wishes to serve the good of other.. Men's inner receptive caring fem side is motivating their single pointed focus to achieve. Male ego is fed by evidence of ability to please a woman. Women's ego is fed by evidence of how much she is loved and worshipped.

So, we get matriarch fem leaders that aggressively serve the community good and male warriors in service to Goddess.. that represent the best elements of archetypal male sacrifice, the Year kings and Horned Gods.. "Women and children first".

Balanced people, who are acting from instinctive, unconscious divine wisdom rather than the fears and limits of ego. Each person being a manifestation of the opposite gender God-dess within.. Women honor the fem in men by behaving aggressively towards it, men honor the warrior in women by surrendering to it. Service to the unconscious Divine within other. Our unconscious minds are not separate from each other.. they are connected

As the duality is expressed as a unity, thru the body's actions.. the veil between the genders weakens. The unconscious is not separate from Goddess/All that is/cosmic consciousness. Separation is a function of the ego. As ego surrenders, enlightenment unfolds. So when lovers are acting from their unconscious gender, Tantric unity is manifest. There is only One of us, and it is all of us. The more the polarities of dom/sub are stretched, by physical ritual, the greater the energy generated when they snap back into unity. Transcendence.

There are other elements, also. One is that acceptance, surrender, and gratitude transform pain into bliss.. not just during a whipping but also in life. This is the secret I sought, how to learn from bliss instead of pain. Perceptions, attitudes make pain into bliss.. and K-fired endorphin wash away karmic issues, giving a sense of peace that is lasting.

The most important aspect from a Guru/Dom point of view, is the seriousness with which the unconscious acts on the ego's free will choice to enter slavery. When someone agrees that I own them, their unconscious begins to take directions from me.. according to the stated wishes of their Ego's free Will... instead of their own ego. So I can direct it to release blockages and karma that ego might have had resistance to releasing.

The rituals of descending into slavery, are the mechanisms of dismantling the structure of ego-separation, till eventually ego dies and Goddess-realization unfolded enlightenment.

For women, the ego dismantling process is one of wearing away the patriarchal social repression that manifests in so many ways in this culture.. that interferes with the inner lusty warrior God's expression. The Good Girl" syndrome.

In any case, straight BDSM without magic bores me, these days.. all of it's gorgeous intensity dulls in comparison with dancing the same games in an eternity of Tantic Unity.
   I have ADD.. Attention Deficit Disorder. It is a genetic difference common to psychics and artistic geniuses, and if I am bored, I get very restless and want to be doing something else. Several somethings at once, preferably.

This is not a complaint. I consider my ADD perfection: Goddess has made "Follow your Bliss", an imperative of my DNA, for which I am grateful.
   Spirit having a human experience, in a female hunter type body.
   One interpretation of the ADD population, is that we are hunters in a farmers world.. we simply don't have the attention to sit staring at the ass end of a mule all day, plowing a field. To do a 9 to 5 routne. Try to make us do that and chaos is the result.

ADD people are like cats, in their focus. We are either intensely focused, hunting, practicing hunting, or else sleeping. For me, the hunt is following my kitty cat curiosity into enlightenment, and discovering amazing things about human potential along the way. The hunt is peeling away the layers of ego in my clients, to find Goddess within. The hunt is playing cat and mouse with my captive slaves, to see how they will react to the many nice and nasty surprises I spring on them. Wheee!

ADD males tend to hyperactivity, it had only recently been realized that ADD females tend to daydreaminess. This is the root of my contemplative nature, and the gifts of imagination that are at the core of magic. Even Einstien said "Imagination is more important than knowledge." Huge imagination coupled with the hunter's thirst for knowledge, and the extra senses of a Witch, are a formidable combination manifest in my genes.